There is such an attachment that I have felt to…. who I thought was THE ONE:
from my very first boyfriend…
to my wedded one….
to the one that tore my heart out ….
and to the one that opened my heart to more.
I am now seeing that yes some things are forever.
But some things just come and go.
They are there for a journey, a space in time and then they turn,
some over years and others within a day, but you know it’s gone.
My body still vibrates with the pain of losing something that I adored.
But maybe it was not a loss. Maybe I just gained more.
More than I once had, more than I once adored.
What if it was just the gift that I needed to let me know that I was more?
I sit in this space and wonder out to see if there may be more.
But I sit here on my own, and that has to be more.
Because when you find and know the Love that You Are in another,
then you have been given so much more.
So much Love, so much adoration, and in one fleeting moment,
you will decide, that it was more.
It was desired, and then it had to be let go.
Let it go. There will be space.
Another will be what he was.
YOU are definitely more.
That, my friend IS forever more.